Wednesday, March 3, 2010

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hari ni aku MC....aku dapat 2 hari MC....so to all my fren....dont miss me okey.....hurm lately terasa bahang lain mcm dok dprtmnt aku....so situasi aku....lbh baik aku berdiam diri n melayan perasaan dan sakit aku ni.....

aku g annur td...ingt nk g jumpa dr.fatimah...ttp lak hari ni....so kene wat CTG utk ketiga kalinya....n the result still the same.....sleeping patern.....kenapa la agaknya kan anak aku ni.......awatnya die nk main lagu tu.....mmg graf tersgt le xcantik....movement very slow.....fetal beat okey lak......dpt refer letter to hosp putrajaya.....tp still menimbang2 nk g ke x....takut result will be the same....

urine test td...alhamdullillah everything is clear....no more infection......tp yet still ade abdomen pain....ala2 period pain gitu.....dh timbang bby ade improvement....dh cecah 2.5kg...okey la tu.......skrg ni mak aku ade kat umah tp dok rase aku ddk dgn menteri pembangunan wanita lak....sbb phone mak aku non stop ringing.......haiiyyooo.....mcm la mak aku dok sini aku xbg makan....so end of story is....malas aku nk nyusahkan sesapa...just shut up.....bile time bby nk kuar aku teramat alu-alukan....

skrg ni masalah paling2 ketara...aku xdpt lelapkan mata.....ade tu smpi dekat pkl 5 baru dpt lelap.......bangun pagi muka dh sembab sbb xckp tdo.....smlm xleh tdo gak....n same as today.....mata mmg ngantok tp xblh lelap mcm mane tu kan.....mungkin sbb dh nk due kot.....

about department problem......so far aku mls nk amik tau.....let it be......sume skrg in the state of kronik emo.....sume emosi but yet still leh tersenyum.....wish u guys best of luck for the event.....mungkin this time aku xdpt nk join.....wish i could be there....

next thursday ade followup ngn specialist kat gomen....tu yg buatkan aku mcm berat ckit nk g esk.....baik aku tgu lg sehari kan....sbb movement still ok.....tp ctg result je yg menyusahkan hati aku ckit....mcm aku ckp sblm ni...mls nk emo2 lg.....cool n tenang je la dulu kan....doakan yg terbaik utk aku.....

to my mum....mmg die sedaya upaya nk jd super women......klu le die ade klon mesti hidup mak aku bahagia....hahahahahaha.....lepas ni aku nk ajar lagu tema aku le.......super women......tu lagu aku bile stress....huhuhuhu.......adiiossssssssssss

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